To stress out

Jeeeeez, I need to learn how to chill out. The most random and stupid stuff makes me stressed out

Any kind of new activity, new plan, or new place freaks me out to the point of ruining it for me.

For example:

• My birthday is coming up and I can't decide what I want to do - that stresses me out.
• This Friday, Arcade Fire and Superchunk are playing for free across the street from the yarn shop and I can't go see them - that stresses me out.
• In addition, they are expecting something like 4,000 people to show up, so I'm worried I won't find a place to park to go to work - that stresses me out.
• Tonight, Obama is coming to town and I had to coordinate with Matt to figure out how to get there in one piece - that stresses me out.

Oh, and just thinking about the sheer number of people I'm going to have to wade through to get to the bathroom tonight stresses me out. Did I mention the many hours of waiting before the event even starts (9:30pm)? That stresses me out too!!!!!!!!